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rad... [13 Mar 2005|03:01pm]
[ music | Death cab... "Sound of settling" ]

Well i was up at wagner... i love driving my friends home when they are drunk....o and i love driving without my licence too... i leave everything up at college o well... spring break is going... well actully its not going at all... i am bored... and i want to... do something!

l8ter...

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[11 Mar 2005|03:00pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | crunchy sound of chipss ]

springggg breakkk! i am home...... wooo =)

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[07 Mar 2005|09:24pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | PEdro The lion ]

hiiii =)... well i sorta feel like useing the journal again actully... well i guess alot has happened since my last real entry... and it would impossible for me to remember all of it and even if i did i couldnt possibly write it all down in one journal entry... anyway life could be better i guess... sorta, well actully i miss jackson a lot.... I miss highschool too... I miss alot of things i guess.. and as i write this i am listening to pedro the lion "Lullaby".... I am so =(... i need summer to come! spring break for me is next week... and i havent seen my old friends in a while... Hopefully they havent forgotten about me... i just want to go home... sleep in my own bed, and see my old friends. night...

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Last journal entry [26 Dec 2004|01:36pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | H.I.M!!! the sacrament <33 ]

I KNOW I DONT USE THIS NEMORE LOL BUT LEAVE ME A COMMENT OR SOMETHING>.... this is my last and final entry... my live journal shall rest dorment for who no hows long... maybe after college i will write in it some more...? neway!!<333 l8ter

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[31 Oct 2004|12:07pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | Creed ]

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'll give you anything
To feel it comin'

Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide

Yeah we're gonna let it, slide

Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you

Don't suppose I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Something I can't change
I'll live around it

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
May put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
May do you wanna get married
Or run away

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
May put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
May do you wanna get married
Or run away

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[28 Oct 2004|12:29pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Aerosmith ]

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

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[19 Oct 2004|11:22am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | H.I.M ]

college is goin super! many a nights spent hangen out with bffl unit! =)!!!!!!!!!

<3 mike <3

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[11 Oct 2004|11:31am]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | Silence -it makes the most beautiful music- ]

well i guess this weekend could have gone a little better in some aspects of it... Me and Kristin sorta got upset over a few things but i think everything is ok now... Swimming is now in full session... first meet is this weekend... a little nervouse... yea actully i am, and plus school for me could be goin a little better (italian class errr definitly not going to pass that class at this rate :-(...) The nights a growing longer and the days are becoming colder... I <3 winter... i just wish i could spend it in my own home town... I remember last year i spent most of my nights over nicks house, we use walk around the brookwoods and meet up with the joes and sometimes Roy, fun stuff.... Also i did not have off today as many of u know my college is frigin gay like that... sigh neway :-\... Life could be alot better in some ways... College isnt all its cracked up to be espcially when the girl u care about so much is a simple drive away newaymore... But me and Kristin are going to tough it out and hopefully get through all of this semester and most of the swim season... Miss ya kristin <33...

<3 mike...

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[05 Oct 2004|07:40pm]
[ mood | drained ]

me and joel bein cool... hah!

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1 month!!!<333 [04 Oct 2004|02:13pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | to much swimming... ]

1month<3Kristin<3

:-)

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[27 Sep 2004|12:37am]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | emo anthem ]

:-( i miss homme... i hate comen back after the weekends... i feel so lonely here... Its almost me and kristins one month :-)! 5 days till i'm back in jackson <3... :-( and i left my game at home... i need my sims 2 to keep mee occupied!!! and we start full time swimming tommorow... arghhh what a horrible week its gonna be... :-\ kill me!

<3Mike

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Geoffrey [21 Sep 2004|11:05pm]
today i hung out with the lovely, isely, daniella, and jason.
they are so much cooler then me. I wish i could be them. I also met a dinosaur named Geoffrey. Since i cant make any real friends that understand who i am Geoffrey decided he would ditch the other dinosaurs to hang out. He is so cool. We watched gay dinosaur porn together and suprisingly it got me aroused. Wow, i cant believe im saying this but, Geoffrey is pretty damn hot. OK, i said it, i hope he doesnt read this. Everybody thinks im crazy but they dont know me and they dont know how i really feel. I think in my heart im a pretty pretty dinosaur trapped in a humans body. Hopefully college will bring out the inner animal in me. I love bohning. SWEET!!!!!
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[21 Sep 2004|10:29pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Kristin!!! <33! :-)!

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[20 Sep 2004|11:03am]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | emo ]

today i killed someone

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[18 Sep 2004|01:09am]
night at wagner... wow... arghhh blahhh... need i say morre?
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[12 Sep 2004|10:48am]
http://boss.streamos.com/wmedia/vagrant/dashboardconfessional/placesyouhavecometofear/video/saintsailors
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[08 Sep 2004|07:41pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | dashboard so long so long ]

antcidff7: cutey pie
dreamtheater011: hey sex muffins
antcidff7: lol
antcidff7: whats goin on
dreamtheater011: just chillin i the dorm
dreamtheater011: lol
dreamtheater011: sad
dreamtheater011: i know lol
antcidff7: lol why
dreamtheater011: i should be ut parting huh...
dreamtheater011: meh i dunno
dreamtheater011: :-P
antcidff7: oh I thought you were saying you were sad
dreamtheater011: hahahah
dreamtheater011: nah man
antcidff7: I was about to sing you my happy song
dreamtheater011: lmao
dreamtheater011: ;-) can u still sing me the happy song?
antcidff7: 'happy happy mike...lets be friends...FOREVERRRR'
dreamtheater011: and ever!
dreamtheater011: ;-) clap clap
antcidff7: :-D
antcidff7: hahahahahaha holy shit
antcidff7: that was the gayest convo I've ever had with another guy in my life
antcidff7: like seriously



Bill i must say i have had gayer... but i do love u none the less.. ur my little stewball! hehehe l8ter baby! <333 mike

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[06 Sep 2004|02:30pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | raygay ]

i like little boys... O:-)

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[06 Sep 2004|11:57am]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | my chemical romance ]

:-\ college can be so boring... I miss jackson... and i miss kristin!!! i hope she can visit me on saturday<33 :-(

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[06 Sep 2004|11:40am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | story of the year (swallow the knife) ]

 

awwwwwwwwwwwwy! thanks lysss :-D!!  hehe<3!

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